crazy past few months

OK so the last time i was on here was April?? whoa.. well a lot has happened Ive departed along with a few other by faith to establish a church it hasn't been easy but we've been all hearing the voice of God and its been an amazing journey couldnt be in a better place in my life and with any other people my pastor is amazing Pastor Eddie Zellars he isn't only my pastor he is a friend,brother,mentor,teacher,keeps me in check, lol but just a person that i thank God for in my life i thank God for everyone in my life my family my amazing niece shes such a brat that i love with all i have.. i have a hand full of friends and the little that i have i love alot i wouldn't know were id be with out them k back to my blog haha yea a lot has happened.. many changes in my life from my walk with God to my personal being to my career to my way of thinking i cant thank God more he is amazing.. how hes been helping me mature in my life and in my walk with Him the love i have to read his word the love i have to just be in prayer talking to him pouring my self out its so nuts how people can say there is no God... many doors have opened i recently started to play drums for an amazing Latin Christian Psalmist by the name of Ericson Alexander Molano.. one of my favorites he is also a great friend and another mentor in my life hes opened my mentality in many ways from music industry stuff to life things being on the road with him i see many things that I'm greatful about first there is nothing like San Diego!!!! haha second it teaches me to stay in my foundation knowing were i stand and not to get all big headed cause theres no use for that it teaches me to be a better person to be a role model to the next generation of kids man they see so much and its like whoa God help me... God is too good i recently helped produce a mix tape of a very good friend of my Wyze One tittles Unheard Cries being my first production it was pretty interesting how our writing sessions would be like and recording sessions fun waay fun and amazed at what God was doing this is only the beginning world changers music group!! Ive also began to see who my true friends were and i thank God for that and i love the few i have man i don't know its just crazy how a within a few months a whole lot can change in ones life.. all i gotta say is thank you Jesus... umm no girlfriend yet haven't found the girl that i can say OK she seems like she can be supportive or man i dontknow thats in Gods hands all in its time i guess.... i want to have a heart like Jesus i want to be angry at the things he gets angry at and its not selfish anger .. he never got angry at the sinner its funny how how in the Bible God never hated the sinner but some believers seem to do the opposite?? is it cause their to caught up in religious routine and are to ignorant to see that its not about them and their so called issues its about the lost... its time to focus on others problems and have a heart like Jesus its time to cater to the lost and not our needs.. there are real issues to be concerned about what Jesus got mad about is the fact that the religious would use people for self glory he would use the church as a business he wouldn't attend the kids needs in the bible i never heard God get angry at the sinner he would get angry when they used the house of God as a market and trade place when he ripped that place apart.. i for me i don't like that stuff when people use ministry for business i understand u live off of ministry but why sell yourself out like that don't you have faith in God that he will supply your needs??don't you trust that God is the creator of gold of money of everything? its just funny how now in days everyone wants to strike it rich and be famous.... God wasn't famous he never hung out with the "in" crowd fame and all that is worthless its about pleasing God not people ... people will always talk no matter what one does weather its bad or good.. its time to stand up what we believe in its time to rise up in this time and spread the Gospel and attend to the needs of this world its dying and God is coming soon for his bride its time to talk to those who don't know its time for the body of Christ to wake up its time for the voice to speak its time for the arms to reach out its time for the feet to walk out in faith its time for the ears to hear the voice of God its time for the eyes to see what God sees... rise up church its time to wake up and stop with this routine and do what God has created us to do since the beginning cm on now It doesn't take a pulpit to hear or preach the word,its the life you live that should be reflected talk is cheap the world wants to also see that you don't just talk it but you show it.. its about God's love stop talking about it and start living it breathing it showing it working in it stop the gossip stop the fake image stop the judging and start to love .. love your enemies love the people that don't agree with you love the person that may not be normal love the homeless.. its time to have compassion for the lost its time church we don't need the 4 walls to have church we ARE the church its time to rise up and start a revolution for Christ the devil is defeated and with Christ on our side what is impossible?????? nothing.......

Moving Forward

its funny how a song can say so many things. this song hit home for me i know i havent been through alot of things but just my own personal mistakes and problems i got myself into hearbreaks all that stuff it kinda got to me for a while but hearing this song a few days ago hit home.. its been almost a year that ive been back in my walk with God and this song hit me because it talks about not going back to your past because Christ makes things new all that one needs to do is surrender their life to him and let him guide your footsteps.. and thats what i did i cried for hours cause its true in the chorus it says" not going back im moving a head im here to declare to you my past is over in you all things are made new surrendered my life to christ im moving forward" then the vamp this is were it hit me and to top it off the music is anointed it says" you have made all things new yes you made all things new and i will follow you forward" In my testimony God has done so much for me he has healed me he has restored my family he has truly given me another chance to start over he restored frienships that I myself ruined were now like brothers he gave me another chance to turn my life around i dont know what your situation is but all i say is turn your life around he Jesus loves you with everything he has its time to move forward their may be scars from your past there may be hurt but if you let God move in your life and come in your heart you will see a difference you will see things in your life different its time to move a head and i declare blessings in your life whoever you are that is reading this its time to move forward its time for blessings to come in your life its time not to look back move forward and not backward he loves you let him make things new in your life, forgive others, love the ones who have done wrong in your life... lets follow God and make it to heaven lets live sanctified and a life that pleases God..  i hope this song touches your heart like it has to me this is my anthem.. lets MOVE FORWARD!

God Bless

i wont hesitate

i wont delay.. im not going to hesitate anymore... im going to obey the call.. im abandoning my other goals... because the nations are crying out... this lost world is crying out for a God to help them... its time to really take this and do it.. im not going to hesitate to talk to someone about God... im not going to hesitate when the time comes to tell that person that their is a solution to their problem.... its time to intercied for our nations.. we have to cry out to God to save our land... for God to open up the heavens for him to pour out his healing rain.. his deliverance rain... his power to overflow this planet... the bible says we have the authority to declare it and it be done... so why not do it? theirs nothing to be afraid of God is on our side.. its time.. i want to see this generation to see a move of God that mankind has never seen... a move of God that has never been registered in the history books... BUT.. we need to have a heart for the nations.. we need to intercied for out presidents our goverments for the nations leaders... we need to stand up in God.. south america, north america, central america, asia, europe, antartica, north and south pole,russia,,africa,australia...  WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP!!!!!! GENERATION! this nation has lost the fear of God.. they put things on tv and movies like its ok now.. like homosexuality, pornography all these things.. God we cry out Lord open up the heaven heal our country heal our WORLD!!!! Generation WAKE UP! we need you warriors its time its time lets cry out for our land.. just like we love living here lets cry out because we love the peoplle that live in it with us... HE is the cure for HIV aids HE is the cure for cancer HE is the cure for illness for sickness GOD IS THE CURE!!!  GOD GIVE US A HEART FOR THE NATIONS!  c'mon generation lets stand up are you with me? RISE UP! God wants to use you in this last call... lets change this world... this is the year that God is going to do some miraculous things... AMERICA BE FREE!!!! lets intercied for every child for the orphans lets intercied he is the cure for poverty... lets intercied that God cures the famin in africa WE CRY OUT! Africa will be free! omg.. Generation lets rise lets do this, God open up our ears to hear your call God for the young people that havent heard it yet let them hear it God for the ones that may not feel you anymore God i pray that you may help them that you will help them feel that inspite of everthing you are still there with them... doesnt matter what sin they many be in that your love and grace is still with them.... God heal our past generations that didnt listen that were maybe afraid.. Heal their hearts God heal the people that have lost a loved one that your love and peace may overcome them God. i cry out for everychild that may be aborted or maybe get aborted at this very moment for their soul. God let your glory over come the doctor or the girl that maywant to get the abortion in the clinic let them have a second thought.. THEIR IS HOPE!!!! God i pray for the person that think that they are not worth anything that they may realize that you dont make mistakes you are a God of perfection they are special and unique you have purpose for them... WE CRY OUT!! for all the people that are lost in drugs that you can heal that addiction you are that intervention send us God prepare us LOrd to be those warriors i want to be that warrior God.. i will leave everything else behind God.. God i send a word in this blog to who ever reads this my friend rise up God wants to move in a way that the world has never seen... stand up in your ministry, in your calling he wants also bless you too open up your hands and receive it right now! and if you my friend do not know of Jesus Christ he died on the cross for you. He laid his life on calvary for your sins.. the pain he had was for you... so you wont be carrying that baggage.... my friend he also carried your sickness.. you dont have to be sick.. all the whips in his back were for your sicknesses and your illnesses.. that cancer is nothing that hiv is nothing for God.. he loves you recive him as your savior... lift up your hands and say God i want you to be my savior i love you.. come in my life i declare my life to be blessed and prosporous.. i declare you are my savior.. God is a gentleman.. he wont force his way if you dont want to... its time to rise up.. Earth is crying out.. its time for Gods warriors to cry out to God and tell him to pour out his healing power... lets change this world.. lets prepare ourselves.. lets really do this for the souls that are crying out.. for the people that cant find a way out of their situation lets do it for the ones taht cant cry out.. OPEN UP THE HEAVENS POUR OUT HEALING RAIN!! POUR OUT THE HEAVENS I WANT TO SEE MY NATION HEALED! its time WAKE UP GENERATION WAKE UP!

ISAIAH 43:18-19: But forget all that-it is nothing compared to what i am going to do. for i am about to do something new. see, i have already begun! do you not see it? i will make a pathway through the wilderness. i will create rivers in the dry wasteland.

God is with us.. we have nothing to fear... are you ready? lets do this.. God is wating for us to rise up.. lets change this world.. it is written......

all i can say is

seek first the kingdom.. there was a word given to me today.. and wow.. it gave life to me and everything it was nuts... really wasnt expecting it. but alot side with that the man of God told me seek first the kingdom keep seeking it diligently and youll seee things happen in your life that least expected he knows your desires that you are thinking of at this very moment.. you see them seek God and you will see that come to pass in your life.. shoot... i give that same word in you the reader right now.. dang.. this has been on m y head the whole day.. and well all we can do is seek him and well see what God has instore.. let him drive our life... and first help us change inorder to change this world... dang this word was so profound for me.. he also said other things that well will stay with my in my heart in secret with God.. but just in awe with God.. i love that dude thats the homie! seek first the kingdom and his rightousness and everything else shall be added unto you...Matthew 6:33

umm..

Ive been thinking.. how girls talk about wanting a prince charming n stuff.... call me cliche or corny but just like the ladies wish for a prince charming us guys as much as we wont admit it or it may sound girly we do wish for a princess charming... i want a girl that LOVES God deeply, a girl that wont care how goofy i can be just to make her laugh, a girl that has the same passion that i do, that loves to cuddle I'm a big cuddler, a girl that loves music and understands what my dreams are.. a girl that will not be embarrassed cause i can be random at times lol a girl that will get along and respect my family and vise versa, a girl that can sit in the studio with me and give me ideas or constructive criticism on my mixes.. like hey the kick is so much.. or hey turn down the claps their kinda loud sonnnn lol, a girl that loves to write.. I'm not really good in writing.. a girl that i can sit down and write songs with a girl that will be cheesy with me and not care what her friends say a girl that is a true World Changer.. that has a passion to reach the lost, that has a passion to turn this world upside down...a girl that can straight minister to people... a girl that isn't afraid to be talked about cause she's Christian... a girl that isn't afraid to get out of her comfort zone to talk to someone about God... a girl that will straight PREACH! lol a woman of God.. a girl that will fall in love with ME that will see whats inside and my intentions.. i don't intend to do wrong to anyone... all i know is that God has a girl for me and i know she will be like what Ive described.. all i gotta do is wait on him..

cause and effect

i was watching Wall-e and that movie made me think.. he changed one person and that person changed the other.. in a way that it was crazy for me.. he was looking for someone and along with looking for that someone without knowing he changed the whole world basically that was in the ship.... now let me change the scenario what if a person looks for God and as he is looking for him and getting closer to him he changes people without knowing...... wall-e didnt care what was going on he didn't care what he had to go through he just wanted to be with Eva he wanted to be next to her.. and he went through some tough stuff he got smashed got pushed along the way but he didn't care but in the end he finally got to be with her.. this movie made me think so much how if we really focus on God and look after him and desire to be with him things in out life that we don't really expect will happen.. i believe so.. cause the Bible says seek the kingdom and everything else will come along with it.. what did wall-e do?  he was seeking Eva and along with that he changed a nation that had no understanding in the damage they were doing to themselves... its time for us to do the same.. in the way that its time to change the world we should be like wall-e he didn't care what happened he also took a nation back to earth.. once they realized they what they were missing out on they wanted to go and stay.. once they landed they loved it i think its the same with us as W.C the world is wanting something different but they don't realize what is around them because they are so involved in their own world i know once they realize and try God they will love it... and i see that they went back to earth in the movie as when the people will get to Heaven... they will love and thank us that we told them about God about a God that loved them and died for their sins.. that will restore their family that will heal them..its crazy how this movie made me think.. their was no dialogue but it really made me think... and how he took care of Eva when she was waiting for the ship to come back how through the storm he took care of her. he didn't care to get shocked by lighting he was still there he took care of her.. i was like wow.... that should be us as leaders we should take care of our youth our people through their storms through their hell we should be the ones to look after them and not only pray for them but act on it... if hey need something and we can provide why not do so? ... man this is my dream.. to travel the world and spread the Gospel.. not only spread the Gospel but to build them churches.. buy them their music instruments and sound systems so they can preach the Gospel to their nation.. i want to travel to countries that have nothing and give them something give them the resources.. that is my prayer.. 3rd world countries man i don't care what i have to go through i want to do this for God....that is my prayer to impact this world.. in a crazy way i want to step out of my comfort zone and just do it.. people in the world just do it as well to be "in" well I'm gonna just do it for God.... i want God to inspire me to make music that will transform hearts that will just draw the presence of God in an unexplainable way.. its out time... 08 is almost gone.. in 09 is a fresh new year a fresh new start to do things for God... 09 is gonna be a year of outpouring of God i declare it and i proclaim it in Jesus name.. Leaders will rise and take this generation into a Revolution.. that will not only turn this world upside down.. but Hell upside down.. that people will come to Christ like never seen before.. i see it and i Believe it....... 

In loss of words....

when i first heard this song at my church.. it didnt realize the words... till it sank in... and i heard this song once again and i really lived the song... i was blown away... what it says I BELIEVE that you are my healer i BELIEVE that you are my portion, I BELIEVE your all i need... what is this stating.. that your declaring that you belive in God that you have faith in everything.. man im in tears as i write this.. cause man God healed me a while back from fatty liver and an ulcer.. i know its not all that crazy but to me it was.. the doc said their was no cure.. i didin't know what to do but well God healed me... thats why i BELIEVE he is my healer.. he has been there through the fire.. he healed all my disease not only physicaly but spiritually the hate the bitterness.. man I love God.. he is all i need.. he is more than enough for me he is so amazing.. i cant begin to describe what i feel for God... NOTHING is impossible for him.. i've placed my life in his hands.. my dreams, my ambitions... he holds my world in his hands...i'll go were he wants me to go... man this song is so amazing.. so simple but so impacting... as an aspiring producer and song writer i ask God to inspire me to compose songs such as these.. that just uplift the spirit. songs that will draw the presence of God to where ever the listener may be at.. from their car to work to their room... that's my dream... to impact the world with music that will change things in ones life.. i cant preach through music but you can send a message... a message of Hope.. a message that their is someone that Loves in this dark and lost world.. wow.. this song is so beautiful.. i can't stop listening to it.. its so beautiful and so man.... i just hope whoever listens to this song God touches them like he is at this moment... man God is so good.. he's amazing.. i love him.. He really is my all... he is all i need..

Hillsong - Healer lyrics

Verse:

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

Pre-Chorus:

I trust in You
I trust in You

Chorus:

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

[Repeat Verse]

[Repeat Pre-Chorus}

[Chorus]

Bridge:

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

[Repeat]

[Chorus]



Lyrics | Hillsong lyrics - Healer lyrics