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Ive been thinking.. how girls talk about wanting a prince charming n stuff.... call me cliche or corny but just like the ladies wish for a prince charming us guys as much as we wont admit it or it may sound girly we do wish for a princess charming... i want a girl that LOVES God deeply, a girl that wont care how goofy i can be just to make her laugh, a girl that has the same passion that i do, that loves to cuddle I'm a big cuddler, a girl that loves music and understands what my dreams are.. a girl that will not be embarrassed cause i can be random at times lol a girl that will get along and respect my family and vise versa, a girl that can sit in the studio with me and give me ideas or constructive criticism on my mixes.. like hey the kick is so much.. or hey turn down the claps their kinda loud sonnnn lol, a girl that loves to write.. I'm not really good in writing.. a girl that i can sit down and write songs with a girl that will be cheesy with me and not care what her friends say a girl that is a true World Changer.. that has a passion to reach the lost, that has a passion to turn this world upside down...a girl that can straight minister to people... a girl that isn't afraid to be talked about cause she's Christian... a girl that isn't afraid to get out of her comfort zone to talk to someone about God... a girl that will straight PREACH! lol a woman of God.. a girl that will fall in love with ME that will see whats inside and my intentions.. i don't intend to do wrong to anyone... all i know is that God has a girl for me and i know she will be like what Ive described.. all i gotta do is wait on him..

cause and effect

i was watching Wall-e and that movie made me think.. he changed one person and that person changed the other.. in a way that it was crazy for me.. he was looking for someone and along with looking for that someone without knowing he changed the whole world basically that was in the ship.... now let me change the scenario what if a person looks for God and as he is looking for him and getting closer to him he changes people without knowing...... wall-e didnt care what was going on he didn't care what he had to go through he just wanted to be with Eva he wanted to be next to her.. and he went through some tough stuff he got smashed got pushed along the way but he didn't care but in the end he finally got to be with her.. this movie made me think so much how if we really focus on God and look after him and desire to be with him things in out life that we don't really expect will happen.. i believe so.. cause the Bible says seek the kingdom and everything else will come along with it.. what did wall-e do?  he was seeking Eva and along with that he changed a nation that had no understanding in the damage they were doing to themselves... its time for us to do the same.. in the way that its time to change the world we should be like wall-e he didn't care what happened he also took a nation back to earth.. once they realized they what they were missing out on they wanted to go and stay.. once they landed they loved it i think its the same with us as W.C the world is wanting something different but they don't realize what is around them because they are so involved in their own world i know once they realize and try God they will love it... and i see that they went back to earth in the movie as when the people will get to Heaven... they will love and thank us that we told them about God about a God that loved them and died for their sins.. that will restore their family that will heal them..its crazy how this movie made me think.. their was no dialogue but it really made me think... and how he took care of Eva when she was waiting for the ship to come back how through the storm he took care of her. he didn't care to get shocked by lighting he was still there he took care of her.. i was like wow.... that should be us as leaders we should take care of our youth our people through their storms through their hell we should be the ones to look after them and not only pray for them but act on it... if hey need something and we can provide why not do so? ... man this is my dream.. to travel the world and spread the Gospel.. not only spread the Gospel but to build them churches.. buy them their music instruments and sound systems so they can preach the Gospel to their nation.. i want to travel to countries that have nothing and give them something give them the resources.. that is my prayer.. 3rd world countries man i don't care what i have to go through i want to do this for God....that is my prayer to impact this world.. in a crazy way i want to step out of my comfort zone and just do it.. people in the world just do it as well to be "in" well I'm gonna just do it for God.... i want God to inspire me to make music that will transform hearts that will just draw the presence of God in an unexplainable way.. its out time... 08 is almost gone.. in 09 is a fresh new year a fresh new start to do things for God... 09 is gonna be a year of outpouring of God i declare it and i proclaim it in Jesus name.. Leaders will rise and take this generation into a Revolution.. that will not only turn this world upside down.. but Hell upside down.. that people will come to Christ like never seen before.. i see it and i Believe it....... 

In loss of words....

when i first heard this song at my church.. it didnt realize the words... till it sank in... and i heard this song once again and i really lived the song... i was blown away... what it says I BELIEVE that you are my healer i BELIEVE that you are my portion, I BELIEVE your all i need... what is this stating.. that your declaring that you belive in God that you have faith in everything.. man im in tears as i write this.. cause man God healed me a while back from fatty liver and an ulcer.. i know its not all that crazy but to me it was.. the doc said their was no cure.. i didin't know what to do but well God healed me... thats why i BELIEVE he is my healer.. he has been there through the fire.. he healed all my disease not only physicaly but spiritually the hate the bitterness.. man I love God.. he is all i need.. he is more than enough for me he is so amazing.. i cant begin to describe what i feel for God... NOTHING is impossible for him.. i've placed my life in his hands.. my dreams, my ambitions... he holds my world in his hands...i'll go were he wants me to go... man this song is so amazing.. so simple but so impacting... as an aspiring producer and song writer i ask God to inspire me to compose songs such as these.. that just uplift the spirit. songs that will draw the presence of God to where ever the listener may be at.. from their car to work to their room... that's my dream... to impact the world with music that will change things in ones life.. i cant preach through music but you can send a message... a message of Hope.. a message that their is someone that Loves in this dark and lost world.. wow.. this song is so beautiful.. i can't stop listening to it.. its so beautiful and so man.... i just hope whoever listens to this song God touches them like he is at this moment... man God is so good.. he's amazing.. i love him.. He really is my all... he is all i need..

Hillsong - Healer lyrics

Verse:

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

Pre-Chorus:

I trust in You
I trust in You

Chorus:

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

[Repeat Verse]

[Repeat Pre-Chorus}

[Chorus]

Bridge:

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

[Repeat]

[Chorus]



Lyrics | Hillsong lyrics - Healer lyrics

A true World Changer...

    God man what isn't there to say about him.. he's been so good he gave me another day of life, he renewed me.. set me free from bondage.. he healed me.. he restored my visions in ministry in just doing things for him...dang I'm so thankful that he died for me.. if it wouldn't have been for his grace i know i wouldn't be here today... its funny how people say that their isn't a God but then again when a catastrophe happens everyone is all of a sudden praying? like when 9/11 happened everyone was saying God bless America, In God we trust... what happened years passed and people forgot about him... i just pray that their is a crazy out pouring of his spirit in America.. that people will see that their really is a God.. and who will God use to bring this crazy out pouring not only to America but to the world??? World Changers people who want change in their land.. who want people to be saved like they are.. people who are tired of the devil trying to deceit people that sin is the right thing to do.... these people will turn this world upside down.. their not going to be afraid of anything that comes in their way.. why? because God is with them God will have their back..... people that will take the Gospel outside the 4 walls.. that aren't afraid to get spit at that aren't afraid to get things thrown at them because they are preaching the Gospel.. its time for those World Changers to rise up and stand out for God to love everyone .. God is love without love how can we save even ourselves? its not about what organization you are in.. its not about the credentials its not about being ordained its not about being best theologian its simply about loving God with your mind heart and soul.. surrendering your all to him.. your dreams your goals in life for his.... their is people out there that play the part real clean they have the credentials they are ordained they did the school... but what fruit do they have? they have everything but their are comfortable with just that.... no way Jose.. its about the souls.. loving them being patient and just praying for them interceding for the ones that don't know Christ.. introduce them to God.. heard a story about a boy that said  a few simple words and  it changed someone.... he was walking out of class getting a bite to eat he was reading my bible he was just reading in Matthew God's death.. all the things he went through just because he LOVED us.. and well as he was reading a homeless guy came up to him he was an older guy hm mm around his 70's he asked for money cause he was hungry.. the young boy offered to buy him food he said yes.. so he did so and he asked if he can sit with him.. so he did and they talked and he was just saying how he had a family at a point in his life and he lost everything his home his wife his children all for drugs.... the young boy told him about God.. how he can restore all that he lost.. how he can break his addictions... the poor guy had no teeth... the young told him the story about Job.. how he had it all and from one day to the other he lost it all.... then he told him about God's love how he laid his life for him.. he said Jesus loves you man.. his blood can wash you it can restore all the things you lost.. by that time he was just thinking it was time to go back to his last class for the night his lecture class.. so he gave him my bible he said here i don't have a lot of money but i do offer this.. this is more valuable than money can buy.. so he took it.. the young boy didn't see the old man for a good 6 months.. by the time he was out of school the young boy's last day he bumped into a tall older man around his 70's clean cut clean shaved clean dressed too he was like.. your the guy from the deli.. he was like huh?? never met this guy in my life.. he said remember the homeless guy you bought food for.. in my mind he was like dang Na i don't but the young boy kept trying to remember... he said you gave me a bible.... he was like oh my! the old man said i remembered what you said about Jesus loving me.. i didn't believe it at all my own family kicked me out... how can God love me? the old man said.. one day he picked up that Bible and started reading it he said that every time he read it he felt something different.. he felt happier.. yea he lived in the streets but he was happy... time passed by he saw that he didn't need drugs anymore he just wanted to read his bible and he remembered the boy saying praying isn't hard its just like your talking to me.. but to God.. so the old man talked to God and he read his bible.. he went in to a church one day he liked the singing he heard the man standing in the platform talking about that God can save you all you need to do is accept him in your life and let him in your heart... so the old man raised his hands and did so he accepted God in his life and as his savior.. time passed by he thought about finding his family trying to look for them.. so he went back to where he used to live... he saw his wife.. he saw his kids... he knocked on the door... they noticed him different.. he's not high on drugs.... he doesn't look scary.... he told them what had happened.. he invited them to church they saw the difference in his life.. they let him come back home... the young boy was in awe.. the old man thanked the young boy that he told him about God.. that their is someone that loved him that someone died for his sins....his family was restored once again and everything in his life...he gave the young boy a big hug... and the both in tears the old man was thanking him for the words he said..... its crazy how a young boy wasn't afraid and he didn't look down on the old man he was kind to him and showed him love.... that's a World Changer.... He let God use him to change a man that had nothing into a man that gained all back and gained eternal life.... Are you ready? its time to step up 

the Cross

 I've made so many mistakes in the past... that if i were to sit here and write them i wouldn't describe.. but let me tell you about someone that laid his life for you and i.. his name is Jesus Christ.. he loved you so much he thought of you... yes you.. that he laid his own life on a cross for your sins. Jesus was beat he was basically broken into pieces for you my friend... he dies because he wants to give you a better life.. the things in the world have nothing to offer.. not the girls, the drugs, the money in this world can give you happiness... yea you have everything you ever imagined... but what about when that money is gone? who will be your real friends? who will be there when you need someone to help you out? let me tell you God is the only friend you can really depend on man will always let you down some way or another it doesn't matter what you've done it doesn't matter how bad your life may seem it doesn't matter what your even doing at this moment he Loves you with everything he has... he wants to forgive you he is such a gentlemen that even if you don't let him in your heart he will still love you regardless... all you need to do is beleive that he is God, believe that he died for you, believe that he is your savior and be baptized in Jesus name for the remission of your sins..... what does that mean to be baptized? what you are stating there is that you believe in him, you trust him, and that you die to the world... what does it mean die to the world? it means that you don't do the things of the world... that you will live for Christ.. he loves you he wants to bless your life... Being Christian life isn't easy but when problems come your way.... just look up to heaven and he is there with you along the way.. he died for you my friend... it doesn't matter what you've done i am a witness to his mercy and his glory.. i fell at a time in my life i was living wrong... i was living in fornication i was just messed up.... but i really turned my life around and let God live in me... and now he cleansed me, he made me new... he restored my vision that i had in ministry.. he restored my joy.. he restored my worship... if he can do it for me my friend he can do it for you i don't know what you may be going through but know that NOTHING is impossible of God.. nothing he loves you and he is waiting for you...